Lonely

I have been single for quite some time now and it is taking its toll on me emotionally. I am beginning to get depressed about it. The more that I have days where I wish I had someone to chat with, the more I get depressed about being alone. I used to find relief in going to church and work but now I hate going to both. My church has too much drama and so does my job. It doesn't help that I am not doing what I went to school for.

I want to be happy but I don't know what to be happy about. I am happy I have my three beautiful children. I am happy my daughter is finally getting the medical treatment she needs. I am happy I have my beautiful dog and wonderful house but beyond all that, I am not happy.