Baby Girl

Taking my days as they come and doing as I am supposed to do. Basically, living without having a life. Keeping my life so busy that I have no time to think about you or the way I felt with you. Yeah that only works if I don't see you. You keep popping up just as I begin to get lost in my busy life. I decided I would need to move far far away and be so involved with something else but then you came at me full force. I tried to not think about you and I tried to stay single and away from even looking at men. When I look at them, all I can do is compare them to you. You gave me your phone number and told me to call. I had every intention on throwing it away but I couldn't. I kept it in my back pocket because I couldn't figure out what to do with it. I pulled it out of my pocket every day at lunch. I looked at it. Sighed. Put it back. I could not, for the life of me, figure out how to start talking to you again. I had pretty much kept you at a distance for almost three years. I knew if I let you get close I would fall for you all over again. I was afraid to do that. Being happy is definitely what I want but being able to submit to someone like you is like being awarded a ticket into a heaven. You hesitate before accepting it...and again before taking a step forward. I know no other way to be with you than submissive. It just seems so natural to be your baby girl and for you to be my daddy. Today and last night you mentioned wanting to marry me. Wow!!! That is so not what I ever thought would happen. I expected us to be together forever but I didn't think marriage was something you would want. Your touch send me into orbit. You coming up from behind me and taking my hair and sweeping it aside while you lean in and kiss me. Mmmmm. Yeah. That is my piece of heaven. Being all yours and in your arms. Goodness! You make me just completely melt. I feel like I am not myself without you with me. I feel like I have lost a very important part of myself when you are not near. I need you. I crave you. Sex is not a factor yet. I can only imagine what will happen when you take ownership of that. Oh my goodness!!! What will I do then?? I have dreamed up some seriously hot scenes with you. I am in the kitchen cooking and you come up behind me, as usual, sweep my hair to the side and kiss my neck. I melt. You take your hand and run it down my body until you reach the bottom of my dress. You slide your hand up my dress. Mmmmm. Yeah. I love being daddy's baby girl. I love my daddy. Oh Yeah!!!