Trying to figure out how to be a mom, a wife, work full time as the sole provider, and still run a house. This has become an daunting task that I would rather just be able to do without so much effort involved. It has been draining me so much that I can barely sleep anymore. All I can do is keep thinking about how to do tomorrow so it does not fail like today. The moments where I do fall asleep, I wake up suddenly to look at the clock, in fear that I have overslept what I believe to be the best time to get started on the always growing list of things that must get completed.

I am by no means complaining, but I really would like it if my truck were running so I could complete, what takes me now five days to achieve, in one day. I am so tired of the constant "not todays" that I have to endure.