Tim has decided he needs some time away from me. Well I know that is a good thing. After all, I did kick him out so he would have time away from me. So why do I feel even more lost not being able to talk to him?
Things are honestly going good in the house. I just don't emotionally feel happy about any of it. I feel all apprehensive and what not about life anymore.
I just found out my job is dropping me down to a part time manager. Twenty hours a week. Yay! So much for joining the gym. Ugh!!! Now my boss will not move me up to Assistant until next year. He says I have not worked for Pizza Hut that long. True but I am working at a job for minimum wage and for part time. Why?
Taking the kids camping this weekend. We need to get away. I am currently packing up food (chex mix, fruit, shrimp, and corn) for the trip. Kids are excited to go, as am I. I know I need to get some time away. Maybe I will be able to spend the weekend without thinking about Tim. I doubt it, but camping after he leaves, usually helps.
Love can make you the happiest in the world and set you completely free, but it can tear your heart apart worse than anything else in the world. I am trying everyday to make sense of things but nothing seems to work.
Brandon turned 15 today. He is quite happy about it. I am sad because I know in three years, he will be moving out. Another man leaving me.
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